Needles

Long, pointy, silver—needle; everyone has to experience them at some point, even if they cause fear. The doctors don't let you get away with it; they just stick that sharp point into your skin and cause deliberate pain.

Growing up I would get shots all the time and be fine with them, it wasn’t until one day when I had a thick, four-inch long needle jabbed into my knee. I had continuous knee pain and we couldn’t figure it out. My mom took me to a variety of doctors, but they just couldn’t come up with any results. One day I went to a sports medicine doctor who worked specifically with knee issues. He didn't say much. He was in the room and then out, the next thing I know he's injecting me with some dye to see how my knee will react in the MRI. I had no idea this was coming, because he didn't warn me. I was scared out of my mind, but there was no way of getting out of it now. He claimed that it wouldn't only take two seconds and then my knee would go numb. The only thing I can remember is the needle.

To this day I am extremely afrain of needles. It's gotten to the point where I have to have doctors hold me down when I get shots. Each time I go in and see the needle, I instantly remember the pain and then it freaks me out. I have no pain tolerance at all! I hate anything that hurts me, and just looking at a needle can actually make my arm sting. It's horrible, I hate it, and I hate needles. They are pointy, and they hurt! Not to mention that whatever they put in your arm doesn't feel good either, it hurts too.

It's crazy to think that a needle in my knee caused my fear, but it was honestly the largest needle I have ever seen in my life. I don't remember the amount of pain it created, but it's made me afraid of any sort of shot that I have to get now and needles. I hate them! They are scary!